Showing posts with label fertility. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fertility. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Hello follies...looking lovely today

Well I am laying the ground work for a fertile ground  in my uterus and as you can see (sort of)...all is good in mah belly. Those are follicles on one of my ovaries and since all looks good I've started my stimulation meds a few days early and am on my way!

I did my first shot of follistim last night and I feel really good today...the only minor side effect I've noticed so far is... crazy, hardcore balling at the site of anything, constant hunger, happiness followed by misery, hugging followed by screaming at my husband, my dog, my cat, my postman (he was caught off guard) and any poor telemarketer who calls my house...

Hehehe...just kidding! Really I've had no side effects (knock on wood) yet except a little bit of hotness at night and I don't mean the sexy kind. But nothing that keeps me up. My dreams have been a little out of control but I've always been that way so nothing new there.

I did have a little breakdown on Sunday night and Monday morning..I was not feeling my optimistic self and things felt very heavy and crappy. My bright spot and my rock is my husband who has given over all to a higher power and reminds me to do the same because good things are to come! I do believe that but get shaken from time to time. I know how lucky I am to have a man like him, who picks me up and carries me when I am down.

I was looking through an old box of my stuff a while back and found some letters that my grandmother had written me when she was alive. She always wrote me letters throughout my life. The one I happened to read was so timely and about when life is hard and you are discouraged just give all over to god to handle.

It made me feel such relief to read it. I don't think there are coincidences, I think Grammy G was there to make sure I read her note at that moment, just like when I saw a rainbow and knew it was from her after she died.

All is good today and I am ok with today...living in this moment feels great, so I'll take it!

So I will know more later this week on how those follicles are progressing! Until then I am continuing acupuncture twice a week along with taking my vitamins and trying to stay active.

I've skipped out on the gym but have been walking Ollie a lot...of course he is way happy about that!



Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Good luck charms...

Rockin' my St. Rita and Chakra bracelets today!



St. Rita is the patroness of impossible cases and in my support group she is our mascot!!

The orange Chakra bracelets (made by my mom)  represent the second chakra, which is the sacral chakra located at your sacrum or tailbone and its function is desire, pleasure and procreation. Its color is orange and its celestial body is the moon. Balancing this chakra is associated with sexual vitality, physical power and fertility!

Chakras are each of the centers of spiritual power in the human body, usually considered to be seven in number.



Monday, February 1, 2010

Flame Retardants in Your Furniture Linked to Infertility - Rodale

New study links a common chemical in the home to fertility problems.

By Emily Main
(Image: luigi diamanti / FreeDigitalPhotos.net)

Ask manufacturers what chemicals are used in their furniture, and keep your home dust free to minimize exposure to PBDEs.

RODALE NEWS, EMMAUS, PA—Infertility is a condition that affects around 2 million couples in the United States, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. And it appears that the problem could get worse, thanks to an increasing variety of chemicals used in consumer goods. The chemical used to make nonstick pans has already been linked to infertility in both men and women, and a new study published in the journal Environmental Health Perspectives suggests that a common class of flame retardants, used in everything from your car seats to your carpet padding, could be delaying pregnancies as well.

THE DETAILS: Researchers collected blood serum from 343 pregnant women and tested it for 10 different forms of PBDEs (polybrominated diphenyl ethers), chemicals used as flame retardants in furniture, carpeting, and electronics. Those women were pregnant at the time of the study and completed surveys about how long it took them to get pregnant and how long they had tried to conceive. After controlling for factors such as age, reproductive history, and other medical problems, the researchers found that each tenfold increase in PBDE levels in the blood was associated with a 30 percent increase in time-to-pregnancy (the time a couple started trying to the time they conceived).

WHAT IT MEANS: The health affects of flame-retardant chemicals on humans hasn't been well studied, and this study is only one of two that has looked at their influence on people. Previous research on PBDEs in rats suggest the chemicals interfere with thyroid hormones, which play a role in fertility, and that they can affect neurological development. Those studies provided enough evidence of harm that two forms of PBDEs, penta-BDE and octa-BDE (used in upholstered furniture, car padding, and carpeting), have been banned, and the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency recently announced that three companies will voluntarily phase out the use of deca-BDE (the form most commonly used in electronics) by 2013. However, such bans and phase-outs may have little effect, considering the flame retardants' widespread use before the bans went into effect and the fact that, once they enter the environment, they never break down. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention has detected PBDEs in 95 percent of Americans tested, and the chemicals have been detected as far away as the Arctic Circle. Perhaps more concerning, say environmental health advocates, is that the replacements for these chemicals aren't adequately studied either, and there's no hard evidence that flame retardants have prevented enough fires to justify the health risks.
Read on to learn how to keep PBDEs out of your home.

Protecting yourself from flame retardants can be difficult, but there are ways to keep them out of your home, as well as some hope on the horizon:

• Demand answers. Don't buy a new piece of upholstered furniture without asking what flame retardants were used. While federal regulations require only mattresses to be flame retardant (and that's often done with barrier materials, not chemicals), California law requires that all upholstered furniture sold in that state be fire resistant (and studies have found that Californians have higher levels of PBDEs in their blood than residents of the other 49 states). Some furniture manufacturers nationwide have started making all their furniture comply with California's law, so when buying furniture, find out if it was made to comply with that standard. A recent ruling from the Environmental Protection Agency might make it easier to find out; the law requires companies that manufacture, process, or distribute chemicals to provide notice to EPA if they learn that a chemical presents a substantial risk of injury to health or the environment.

• Find flame-retardant-free furniture. If you can't find out what chemicals are used in a new piece of furniture, look for furniture WITHOUT tags that say "complies with California Technical Bulletin 117," the law that requires furniture be flame retardant. If money is no object, you can purchase couches made from organic cotton, wool (which is naturally flame resistant), or latex. These usually start at $3,000 and go up from there, but they're the safest way to ensure a chemical-free couch. A few flame-retardant-free furniture retailers include Q Collection, Bean Products, and Furnature. Alternatively, consider using a daybed as a sofa; mattresses are usually made flame resistant with synthetic barrier fabrics such as Kevlar and melamine, which, while not exactly planet-friendly, cause fewer negative health complications than PBDEs (it's still a good idea to grill the manufacturer, though, just to be sure chemicals weren't used).

• Keep it clean. There's little way to know if your existing furniture is treated with PBDEs or not, but if it's made with polyurethane foam, it's best to err on the side of caution and assume that it is. Because PBDEs aren't bound to foam (or plastic, when they're used in electronics), they get released into air and bind to dust as your furniture and electronics age. Vacuum your carpets and your furniture regularly, and damp-mop your electronics to keep dust at a minimum.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Inconceivable

What a strange journey this has been...trying not to get pregnant for most of my 20's and then when you want it to happen...fuggetaboutit, as Donnie Brasco and a bunch of guidos would say.

It has been 2 years and 8 months of trying....some months I have completely not cared and some months I've taken my temp every morning and did all the ovulation tests and choked down supplements and Chinese herbs.

But sometimes things will happen only when they are supposed to - although that is a hard one to swallow too. The stars and the universe have to align for some people....for others it happens when they least expect.

I've been through weird ups and downs with all of this and last year was pretty nasty. December 2009 was very very tough and it just got worse from there. The summer, as I called it, was the summer of depression. But if you are reading this and know what I am talking about I can assure you that things do get better.

You reach a point when you just accept how you are feeling and where you are at the moment. It is not about giving up hope; it's about being in the now and just living for the day. I was barely getting through important moments in my friends' lives and my own life because the only thing on my mind was getting pregnant and why it wasn’t happening for me.

"Love, joy, and peace cannot flourish until you have freed yourself from mind dominance" -Eckhart Tolle

But you come to a point when the wave feels less like it's drowning you and pulling you down and more like it's moving you forward. That is not to say there are not little meltdowns and freak outs but they happen less and you get over it faster.

There are stories that give you hope and while every story may not always be like your own, it helps to know someone else is going through it because I never really talk to anyone else who is going through this...it is just not talked about.

My mom bought me a book called "Inconceivable: A Woman's Triumph over Despair and Statistics" last year and it was pretty interesting. It is about a woman who was trying to have a second baby and was told that her numbers (hormone, etc) were too far off and she would never conceive again.

She didn’t accept it and took the alternative route of acupuncture and Chinese herbs among other things. It worked for her and that always gives me hope!

I set off on my own acupuncture experience and although it hasn't worked for me, it has helped a lot of women. Even fertility doctors will suggest acupuncture at the same time you are doing an IVF cycle.

My awesome sister-in-law, Steph, sent me this note today. Sometimes you just need a pick up and your friends and family will be there for you...you just have to let them in.

"I really do believe that life has a plan for all of us on its own schedule. Some things are meant to test our commitment and patience. Others test our relationships and our sanity. In the end, we will come out stronger and have more of an appreciation for what we went through. We just have to ride the wave. We might wind up in a completely different place than we thought we would, but a good place. A place that's right for us."

Thanks Teffi <3